Fear and Stress

I may have lung cancer...

That's the first time I have typed those words.  I am so afraid!  I went today for a CT scan and should have the results in 24 to 48 hours.  I feel that it will take forever to find out and yet I'm not sure I want to find out.  I don't want to have cancer!  I quit smoking, true - it took a heart attack to make me quit.  I just want to live and see my son grown!

Happy New Year! Welcome 2012!

What a great New Year's Eve we had!  We asked Krissy for Jaden and Brooklyn for the weekend and we had our own New Years Party!

We had all the bells and whistles! Sparkling grape juice for the kids and sparkling wine for us!

Brooklyn wasn't sure what we were doing.

But Mark sure knew! He's so fun to be with!

Let's toast in the New Year!

Happy New Year!

I love my boy!

Jaden had fun.

A happy boy.

A toast to the New Year!

And my Mimosa completes the night.

Hope everyone has a wonderful 2012 and make it the best ever!

Merry Christmas!

I am so far behind on our blog!  It is actually the new  year and I'm just now doing Christmas.  Oh well, better late than never!

We had a great Christmas!  I guess having a life threatening occurance changes everything.  Sean enjoyed his "Santa" and we did too.

Sean started waking us up at 12:45 a.m. and continued until we finally got up at 3:45 a.m. He was so sweet and polite, "Mom, I just can't sleep.  I'm too excited.  Can we please get up and see if Santa came?"

Cookies, milk and homemade hot chocolate for Santa.

Yes, Santa came!

YES! Super Mario Brothers for the Wii! The one gift he asked for over and over!

Practice ride in the house.

We loved our Christmas and hope to have many more!  Also, I still haven't smoked so this was a smoke fee Christmas!